June 19 2018

When the heart ripples

The musings dissolve

The mind rests

Time

Eclipses

ItS beating lull

Its murmurings trickle into and though my body

A pyramid above spins

And one below the opposite way

Both moving forward

Far along

As you rewind

Awakening remembering and continuing

To discover the heart In all her longings

In the force landing

Home

Within this temptuous

Ever evolving

Growing

Moving

Switching

Shifting

Shaping

Releasing

So that she may reform

To her true nature

Right in the center

Of cause and effect

Taking responsibility

For the time she used her thoughts unwisely

For she was just never taught that the murmur of her head

Or the whispers of girls

Or the judgments of boys

Or the betrayals of both others and self

Were prayers

Were filled with the source of love

Were fueled by the river of life

Were given roots into my fertile land

Had sprouted and grown to harvest many years in a row

Were the nourishment of many

Were genetically modified

With fear

With guilt

With anger

With resentment

With shame

With the names that I was given

With the ones I gave myself

Everything that was given

I fed

With my own belief

In its truth

But now

In this recognition

In this cognition

In this cohesion

I see

This ecosystem

I created

That has kept me

From my heart

From my being

From me

With no one to save me

My words may set me free

This ecosystem

Of taking without giving

Of draining without replenishing

Of tainting and degrading

Of manipulating and of betraying

Of seeing the self

As a canvas to paint

A loving universe on

May the human race

Cease to be seen

As something to toy with

For in this game of life

Vow to

The importance

Of surrender

Of occupying

The poles

Of residing within

Of the vast

Importance of our words

For they write the script

Each moment an opportunity

To seize the full embrace of

How sacred time passes

Just as the wind blows

Just as the grass grows

Just as the flowers blossom

Time flies

Thru the winds embrace

Through the clouds good grace

Through my hearts open space

My beating heart reflects before me

Wide open

Receptive to whatever pops into her field

Be it

Sound,

Color,

Sight,

Being,

Plane,

Insect,

Each have a place

In inner space

And from here

May life

Cascade

Each moment

Feeling fuller than the last

Insatiability

Replaced

By the abundant well

We lift the veil

Are you,

Am I along for the ride?

Let’s glide

Marked

By the markings of your path

The body

Carrying the wisdom

Of the present

This present

This gift

Ever unfolding

Ever blossoming

Blooming

Each petal

A unique layer

A unique

Present

A monument to a present

Reading the truth of my heart

Through the narrative of the patterns written on my lips

I am open

To be read

To be enquired

I speak my truth

I feel my truth

Both solid

In their alliance

Working together

I fell

Into the well

Supported

And surrounded

I fly

With angels by my side

With wind beneath my wings

I open

To receive

My hearts desires

In unfamiliar

Territory

I become

I clean

I spit

I gurgle

I growl

I groan

I moan

I anatomically encounter the unknown

Cells birthing themselves anew

With each passing spew

They forgive

They love

I forgive

I love

Each moment anew

An opportunity

To come together

To meet in peace

All of the barricades destroyed

Walls plundered

Hiding places discovered

Retracting retracing tracking

Triangles of circles

Of lines of dots

Of corners and caves

Of wild parades

Of orchestral scenarios

Of the vast compositions

Are able to be read

To be heard

To be understood

To be warmly looked upon

With love struck eyes

Knowing the variations ensue

But only one thing is true

I am me and I am you

I feel you

I know you

I love you

I aint goin nowhere.

We walk to the rising sun.